Because I don't know what to do.
Stay, or leave?
I am literally tearing myself apart inside.
I cannot think of anything else.
The things in my head keep getting worse and worse.
What do I do?
My head tells me one thing, but my heart is broken.
I don't deserve this.
When was the point that you stopped being my best friend, and felt you needed to lie to me?
I don't know what to do.